I never met you, held you or looked into your eyes. I never got to hear your laugh or make you feel better when you were sick.
I did love you though. I had imagined you in our lives. I had pictured our family outings. I thought of how it would be to do things with you. I chose every piece of clothing with you in mind. Each thing in your room was chosen with care. I imagined you playing with the toys we bought.
Unfortunately you are not ours. I know you will be happy and loved. I will always think of the possibility of you. I will always think of how you would have changed our lives. For now I will just think…..
Dammit. You made me cry at work.