I often jokingly say that twitter is the place I go to talk to myself. Now it isn’t quite *that* bad but still…..
I don’t have many friends and people aren’t too interested in my life. Sometimes I feel invisible. Like I don’t matter. I don’t mean in a ” I am not changing the world” kind of way but more in a “friend of 20 years doesn’t know much about me” kind of way.
This is not a pity party and I don’t feel sorry for myself. I love my life. Yes, there are a few things I would like different (baby) but in general I am happy. My husband is my best friend and he is *always* there for me. I think I am a nice person and I enjoy people very much. I am quite shy in the beginning but I am friendly and happy.
I know people say I will make more connections if I comment on every blog and talk to everyone on twitter and draw people into conversation. I don’t want to do that. I comment when I have something to say. I talk to you when I have something to say. I don’t talk for the sake of talking. I don’t tweet or blog for followers or comments or stats. To me, those are just added bonuses.
Admittedly, this has made it really hard when it comes to Teen Mom Support group KZN. I don’t have the connections. Reaching out to people has been hard. I am not “known” enough. I don’t matter enough. I don’t shmooze enough. That’s ok though. It’s ok for me. It is NOT ok for our moms. I wish I was better for them. I wish I could do more for them. It’s not fair to them. I have committed to working my butt of though and I hope that is enough…for now 😉
So, here’s a little test if you will.
How many of you read here? if so leave a comment here, or let me know via twitter or FB (All links are on the right of the top bar)
Where are you in the wide world of the www?
How do you feel about it?
Let me know. I would really love to hear from you if you happen to read this. (no pressure)
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